by Motavenda Melchizedek


Words I had to add to my computer's dictionary...

aloneness

overcloak

soulmate

channelers

sensitives

overcloaking

annihilatingly

mediumship

funnest

hatefilled

assaultive

meth

wieldings

flittering

unlovability

rageful

sociopathic

karmically

protectress

innerchild

bellydance

meth

unevolved

fuck

fucking

shit

stuckness

powerlessness

ethers

unfoldment

metaphysical

unparalyze

rolly polly

naivete

unbuilt

multicultural

frontlines

reauthorizing

intentionality

disempower

disempowered

disempowering

unhealed

caretake

unaddressed

...

Ironically, this below was a postscript to a letter my mother sent to me decades ago in response to my confronting the abuse within our family system:

One more thing. If you choose to acknowlege this letter, I would appreciate it if you would not use jargon such as: "boundaries”, “perpetrator”, “victim”, “speaking out”, “child in me”, “disempowerment”, “invalidated”.

Please - just use plain English. I feel like I am talking to someone who has been brain washed. I don’t want to talk to someone who has been brain washed. I want my daughter back.