by Motavenda Melchizedek
Just Imagine...
I’m trying, right this minute, to imagine
something brand new.
Brand new for me, that is....
Right this minute I will begin.
I am going to imagine what my life would look like without suffering.
Ok, I’ll take a deep breath first.
I’m entering new territory here and I’m a little tense,
I must admit.
So, where do I begin?
I am in a great void.
Perhaps THE great void.
And it seems to me that anything, anything at all is possible here.
I’m feeling around in the dark and it’s disorienting.
I’m wishing there was something familiar to grasp.
Suffering was all I knew until I got here,
to this great void,
where anything at all seems possible.
Where shall I begin?
Something tells me to reach into my heart.
To try to connect to that place within myself,
within my body.
And to ask that heart of mine,
“What would you like?”
“What would you like to have,
to experience, if anything is possible?”
My heart is a little shocked to find me here
with this question.
She is finding her balance again
and is now believing that this is real.
I think she is quiet relieved to hear such a thing
as this coming from me.
I’m feeling that I must step to the side and let her speak:
“I am your heart.
I am filled with love.
With your love and even with love beyond you.
I feel no hate. I feel so alive. I feel so whole and healthy.”
“And, I am glad that you have
come to me and that you desire to know of my vision.
My vision is your vision
and it is everyone’s vision too.
Because all hearts are one.”
“I am alone in the great void where everything is possible.
Where there is room for me to be
to flourish without limitation.
To express here.
I want to express here through you.
I want to help you to hear the way to your own existence.
To find your way to fully express in your
totality on this great and beautiful planet of earth.”
“Follow me.
We will take a journey together.
To the time and place
where you exist fully on earth.
And we will bring you to that space
and will bring that space to you.
Because you deserve to be happy
and to feel whole.”
“You are a beautiful being
who has come here at this time to shine in
full blown expression of your beingness.
And I am here to help you
feel your way around in the great unknown
where all is possible.”
“So, you tell me of your dreams.
And these dreams are beautiful
and they are good.
And in this world where your visions have come to pass,
we can see clearly that these visions are good
and they have brought great gifts to many.”
“There is no more suffering in this world
because no one suffers in this world.
You do not suffer in this world.
And this is because you are expressing
and living your dreams
and your truth at this time.”
“You are surrounded by the beauty of
your own vision and this is true
for the totality
of the beings here with you.
Each is surrounded by the beauty
of their own vision.”
“There is no resistance here.
There is no struggle.
All that one desires is here.
You think of what you need
and it is there.
You envision what you desire
and it appears for you.”
“This is a great world.
This is the world that all beings desire
from deep within to bring forth.
And in this world you shine.
You shine because you are expressing
your true self which is light
and your light is brilliantly bright.”
“In this world everyone knows
that this is the way of this world.
That each and every being is here to express
in brilliant brightness.
And we glow into and around one
another in perfect harmony.
Like the warm sun.”
“And in the warm sun everything grows.
Beings here don’t struggle to meet their basic needs.
Their basic needs are to fully express here and they do.
There is no one starving
because people no longer need that voice
of their collective suffering
to be crying out for them.
Because they suffer no more.”
“The beings of this world thrive and flourish.
And they are us.
They are us in our full expression of our brilliant
beauty.”
“And it is time.
It is your time to be there.
To experience your own self expression
and to release your own lifetimes
of accumulated suffering.
It is your time to be here now.
To express fully
and to witness the beauty of that reflection
in the faces of all humanity.”
